Welcome to Dymphna's Diary

Although I am not Catholic, I find it interesting that "Dymphna" is the patron saint of those who suffer from clinical depression and other mental illnesses. Considering the purpose of this site is to offer inspiration and spiritual guidance to my readers, I felt it was only right I chose her namesake for the title.

In 2010, this site was set up to pass along personal information about how depression has affected my life and the lives of my family. Since then, it has EVOLVED. In 2011, I attempted to present posts that were INSPIRATIONAL to you, my readers. In 2012, I went even deeper with personal stories from people across the United States via touching videos, songs, and interviews. My hope was to show each of you that even when you feel that you are in a situation that no one else could understand, you are not alone. Through it all, my comments have remained to be my personal opinions and spiritual reflections. I will continue to occasionally post information that I feel is beneficial in removing the stigma of mental illness, but regardless I feel blessed to have been given this platform to spread God's love and compassion for ALL people. I wouldn't be where I am today without the strength I receive daily from our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. My hope is that this blog will help you find some comfort in your life. It most certainly is helping me find comfort in mine.

I want to make it perfectly clear, though, that when I make generalizations regarding mental illness, I am NOT giving advice to anyone. I'm just passing along information that I have found helpful in my life. I'm writing about MY PERSONAL experiences and thoughts. Mental illness affects everyone differently and your situation may not be reflective of mine.


Friday, December 3, 2010

My True Love Gave to Me...

Considering Christmas is almost upon us - and the economy hasn't made the big comeback we all had hoped for... I decided to dedicate the next twelve days to writing about "gifts" we all can give to each other - gifts that won't cost us a thing! So, here goes:

On the first day of Christmas, my true love gave to me... PATIENCE.

Today I had a procedure scheduled on my back - some nerve blocks to help reduce my pain levels. They asked me to be there at 10:15am. I also had to have someone accompany me, because I wouldn't be able to drive home after I was sedated. My husband agreed to be my chauffeur.

Anyway, at 11:20 we were still sitting in the waiting room. Now, I had been fasting since midnight last night, and I was starting to get a little thirsty... and a little irritated. So, I went to the reception area and calmly asked them about how much longer it would be - only to find out that the doctor wasn't even there yet!

Well, I maintained my composure. Although, on the inside I was boiling! It even got worse when the other patients in the waiting room told me that this is standard practice for this office. It was all I could do to sit still and keep my cool. (You can ask my mom... she could tell you about the time a doctor's office actually fired me from being a patient!) So, by the time I got back into the prep room, my blood pressure was 160/100.

My husband on the other hand... calm as a cucumber. He knew how nervous I was about this procedure today. He also knew that a lot of my frustration in that waiting room was because of the anticipation I was feeling, and the pain I was experiencing. He was my rock! To be truthful, he always is.

So, for Christmas this year, my gift to him will be more patience. That is a very hard thing for me, so I know he'll really appreciate it!

Colossians 3:12
Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience.

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