Welcome to Dymphna's Diary

Although I am not Catholic, I find it interesting that "Dymphna" is the patron saint of those who suffer from clinical depression and other mental illnesses. Considering the purpose of this site is to offer inspiration and spiritual guidance to my readers, I felt it was only right I chose her namesake for the title.

In 2010, this site was set up to pass along personal information about how depression has affected my life and the lives of my family. Since then, it has EVOLVED. In 2011, I attempted to present posts that were INSPIRATIONAL to you, my readers. In 2012, I went even deeper with personal stories from people across the United States via touching videos, songs, and interviews. My hope was to show each of you that even when you feel that you are in a situation that no one else could understand, you are not alone. Through it all, my comments have remained to be my personal opinions and spiritual reflections. I will continue to occasionally post information that I feel is beneficial in removing the stigma of mental illness, but regardless I feel blessed to have been given this platform to spread God's love and compassion for ALL people. I wouldn't be where I am today without the strength I receive daily from our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. My hope is that this blog will help you find some comfort in your life. It most certainly is helping me find comfort in mine.

I want to make it perfectly clear, though, that when I make generalizations regarding mental illness, I am NOT giving advice to anyone. I'm just passing along information that I have found helpful in my life. I'm writing about MY PERSONAL experiences and thoughts. Mental illness affects everyone differently and your situation may not be reflective of mine.


Friday, November 5, 2010

Crash Test Dummy


I heard a funny thing today… What do you call your first born child? A crash test dummy! I have to admit that I kind of agree with that saying. I had a young mother say to me the other day, “Why don’t they (babies) come with instruction manuals?” I sure felt like that when I was a young mother. I sometimes still feel like that, and my son is 24.

We are given this beautiful, loving creature that speaks a different language than we do, and they can’t figure out how to relay they desires to us. The only thing this little bundle of joy knows how to do really, really well is scream at the top of their little bitty, teeny tiny lungs… and they do that very often. We are taught patience through caring for them.

As they grow, they learn numbers, colors, shapes, letters, and every other thing. And we are taught to see the world the way we used to see it. We reinforce lessons in them and us… we make mistakes with them and carry the guilt inside us. They become a crash test dummy, yet we are the ones with the bruises. Why? Because it hurts us every time we hurt them.

Now, imagine the hurt that God feels when we are in despair. We can turn to Him and let Him carry that burden. His is willing to take our pain and ease our bruises… He loves us because we are His children. He wants to protect us just as much as we want to protect our own children. And fortunately for us, He is much better at it than we are – no crash test dummy here!

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