Welcome to Dymphna's Diary

Although I am not Catholic, I find it interesting that "Dymphna" is the patron saint of those who suffer from clinical depression and other mental illnesses. Considering the purpose of this site is to offer inspiration and spiritual guidance to my readers, I felt it was only right I chose her namesake for the title.

In 2010, this site was set up to pass along personal information about how depression has affected my life and the lives of my family. Since then, it has EVOLVED. In 2011, I attempted to present posts that were INSPIRATIONAL to you, my readers. In 2012, I went even deeper with personal stories from people across the United States via touching videos, songs, and interviews. My hope was to show each of you that even when you feel that you are in a situation that no one else could understand, you are not alone. Through it all, my comments have remained to be my personal opinions and spiritual reflections. I will continue to occasionally post information that I feel is beneficial in removing the stigma of mental illness, but regardless I feel blessed to have been given this platform to spread God's love and compassion for ALL people. I wouldn't be where I am today without the strength I receive daily from our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. My hope is that this blog will help you find some comfort in your life. It most certainly is helping me find comfort in mine.

I want to make it perfectly clear, though, that when I make generalizations regarding mental illness, I am NOT giving advice to anyone. I'm just passing along information that I have found helpful in my life. I'm writing about MY PERSONAL experiences and thoughts. Mental illness affects everyone differently and your situation may not be reflective of mine.


Wednesday, August 25, 2010

A Matter of Strength



I met a young girl today that really touched my heart. She had extreme TRUST issues. So much so that she may never be able to live the type of life that you and I would consider “normal”. You see, her “normal” for so long was not being able to depend on anyone in her life. Ever! She won’t allow herself to get close to anyone because she’s been hurt so many times before. It’s easier for her to go through life without close relationships because by doing so she is insuring herself she won’t be hurt again.

I held another young lady in my arms tonight as she cried for a relative that died in the hospital today. She told me that he had lived his life on the wild side... his death inadvertently may have been taken as a result of that life lived - another bad choice he made. Her heart was broken and she didn't understand it all.

When I was deep within my own walls of depression, I felt the same way these kids do now. To be totally honest, even though I am a firm believer in God's Love, there are times now, when things happen in my life, I still feel lost and alone. I think we all feel vulnerable at times. But with therapy and medication, I have learned that I don't have to feel that way 24/7.

I pray God comforts these young women. What they both are going through can be devastating. I hope they find peace and strength. I feel I am blessed because I have found strength through Jesus Christ and I know that He is there... especially when all strength is gone.


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